Post by Zhang Yixing on Apr 18, 2015 17:32:15 GMT -6
A/N: I thought this could use a bit more pieces o3o Im very rarely an author though and this is probably more of a drabble than anything else so...#whatever
Also found on my AF: www.asianfanfics.com/profile/view/268619 (well, soon enough anyways)
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Yixing POV:
"Sometimes, I close my eyes and fall into the thought of you
You habitually imagine of that familiar image of me
Despite my clumsiness, you still like me no matter what
But do I deserve to be loved by you?
"
Standing on this stage, millions of faces watching us perform. The Blinding lights shining on our faces, microphones in our clutch. My microphone is held tightly, close to my face. There is nothing that can explain this feeling, the feeling of euphoric happiness, so many fans to support us. Even after 2 years and some bumps in the road and troubles.
"You who have always been waiting for me
You who embrace me with your arms
I won’t forget
I will make you happy
like the ‘we are one’ word I’ve told you.
Although time passes, there is a word I cannot express,
sinking down in my heart.
‘I’m sorry’ ‘I love you’
asking you to believe in me like this time
I will hug you and hold your hands
If I am able to express my heart,
I will devote myself to you.
"
We have had troubles recently. But you have always been supportive of us. I could never thank you enough. I want to continue. No matter what, everyone, all your smiling faces, all your hard work. Exo-L, fans, stans, have always been behind us. You have always gotten our backs.
"I want to protect you
whenever
"
Now we've got yours.
"‘Things will be better or it will be forgotten as time passes’
Since those consoling words might not be able to conform you, I feel uneasy again.
Don’t go. I wanna hold you back.
I know that it is difficult to keep believing in me since the promise was broken once.
However, I wanna stay with you forever, living and sharing breath.
I wish we were happy like that in the beginning.
Thank you, I’m so sorry, love you.
Even if I have given my all to you, it’s not gonna be enough love
I’ll protect you all my life.
yeah it’s okay to just follow me.
"
I'm Sorry about Luhan-hyung and Kris-hyung. I can't stop what has already happened, I can't reverse time and stop it then. None of us knew about it. I'm sorry about Baekhyun's scandal, please don't hate him. I'm sorry about breaking our promise. Things weren't meant to be like this. We were still making you so happy 2 years ago, when we started weren't we?
"You who always wait for me
Go straight on, thankful ‘you’
I will never forget.
I will make you happy
like the ‘we are one’ word I’ve told you.
"
I'm sorry we are no longer a twelve member group. But were are still one. I still love you, I still believe in you. Do you believe in me?
"Although it might be hard and tiring,
I will go up on the stage again
once again, I will encourage myself to do it.
For you who have been waiting for me,
I will hug you and hold your hands.
If I am able to express my heart,
I will devote myself to you.
Those joyous days
My birthday’s stage, I spent with you.
The single word from you cheered me up
I promise~
Promise me~"
I heard those rumors about me. That I will soon be leaving too, like Luhan-Hyung and Kris-Hyung. I've had people tell me, yell at me, criticize me and label me a traitor. Someone who has betrayed Exo-L and Exo. But I've said haven't it? More than once, that I won't be leaving. I want to be with you. I want to earn your respect, so you will respect all chinese members in the future. I will work harder in the future, prove myself to you. I promise you, that I will stay and work hard in Exo, I promise you. Promise me that you will always support exo too? Lets exchange a pinky promise, lets make a bond that can't be broken, no matter what happens. I will always be loyal to Exo, I won't leave, I promise. I will always promise.
"When your heart feels terribly hurt, I will definitely embrace you.
Although time passes, there is a word I cannot express,
sinking down in my heart.
‘I’m sorry’ ‘I love you’
asking you to believe in me like this time
I will hug you and hold your hands.
If we can stay together endlessly,
I will devote myself to you."
No matter what happens, I will be part of Exo. Please believe in me. I promise I will stay loyal to Exo, I promise to work hard for you all, and I promise to always be happy. Please support us, my dear Exo-L...
We Are One.
We Always Will Be One.
-
Standing there on stage, with 9 other members was Zhang Yixing. Looking over at the crowd of fans, all the supporters, and even when he couldn't show it, tears threatened to well up. All the fans who made their way to watch them perform. Those who took the time and not to mention pricey expense to come out and support his group and him. It touched his heart. The cheering, the chanting, the love. It was all in the air, filling the stadium and emanating such a feeling of euphoria, it had Lay on Cloud nine. The Exo Stans had stayed with Exo since 2012, offering so much support and love from the beginning. And now, Lay stood here, on stage, a promise written in the form of a song for the fans; Composed by himself, Chen and Chanyeol.
"I promise"
Also found on my AF: www.asianfanfics.com/profile/view/268619 (well, soon enough anyways)
-
Yixing POV:
"Sometimes, I close my eyes and fall into the thought of you
You habitually imagine of that familiar image of me
Despite my clumsiness, you still like me no matter what
But do I deserve to be loved by you?
"
Standing on this stage, millions of faces watching us perform. The Blinding lights shining on our faces, microphones in our clutch. My microphone is held tightly, close to my face. There is nothing that can explain this feeling, the feeling of euphoric happiness, so many fans to support us. Even after 2 years and some bumps in the road and troubles.
"You who have always been waiting for me
You who embrace me with your arms
I won’t forget
I will make you happy
like the ‘we are one’ word I’ve told you.
Although time passes, there is a word I cannot express,
sinking down in my heart.
‘I’m sorry’ ‘I love you’
asking you to believe in me like this time
I will hug you and hold your hands
If I am able to express my heart,
I will devote myself to you.
"
We have had troubles recently. But you have always been supportive of us. I could never thank you enough. I want to continue. No matter what, everyone, all your smiling faces, all your hard work. Exo-L, fans, stans, have always been behind us. You have always gotten our backs.
"I want to protect you
whenever
"
Now we've got yours.
"‘Things will be better or it will be forgotten as time passes’
Since those consoling words might not be able to conform you, I feel uneasy again.
Don’t go. I wanna hold you back.
I know that it is difficult to keep believing in me since the promise was broken once.
However, I wanna stay with you forever, living and sharing breath.
I wish we were happy like that in the beginning.
Thank you, I’m so sorry, love you.
Even if I have given my all to you, it’s not gonna be enough love
I’ll protect you all my life.
yeah it’s okay to just follow me.
"
I'm Sorry about Luhan-hyung and Kris-hyung. I can't stop what has already happened, I can't reverse time and stop it then. None of us knew about it. I'm sorry about Baekhyun's scandal, please don't hate him. I'm sorry about breaking our promise. Things weren't meant to be like this. We were still making you so happy 2 years ago, when we started weren't we?
"You who always wait for me
Go straight on, thankful ‘you’
I will never forget.
I will make you happy
like the ‘we are one’ word I’ve told you.
"
I'm sorry we are no longer a twelve member group. But were are still one. I still love you, I still believe in you. Do you believe in me?
"Although it might be hard and tiring,
I will go up on the stage again
once again, I will encourage myself to do it.
For you who have been waiting for me,
I will hug you and hold your hands.
If I am able to express my heart,
I will devote myself to you.
Those joyous days
My birthday’s stage, I spent with you.
The single word from you cheered me up
I promise~
Promise me~"
I heard those rumors about me. That I will soon be leaving too, like Luhan-Hyung and Kris-Hyung. I've had people tell me, yell at me, criticize me and label me a traitor. Someone who has betrayed Exo-L and Exo. But I've said haven't it? More than once, that I won't be leaving. I want to be with you. I want to earn your respect, so you will respect all chinese members in the future. I will work harder in the future, prove myself to you. I promise you, that I will stay and work hard in Exo, I promise you. Promise me that you will always support exo too? Lets exchange a pinky promise, lets make a bond that can't be broken, no matter what happens. I will always be loyal to Exo, I won't leave, I promise. I will always promise.
"When your heart feels terribly hurt, I will definitely embrace you.
Although time passes, there is a word I cannot express,
sinking down in my heart.
‘I’m sorry’ ‘I love you’
asking you to believe in me like this time
I will hug you and hold your hands.
If we can stay together endlessly,
I will devote myself to you."
No matter what happens, I will be part of Exo. Please believe in me. I promise I will stay loyal to Exo, I promise to work hard for you all, and I promise to always be happy. Please support us, my dear Exo-L...
We Are One.
We Always Will Be One.
-
Standing there on stage, with 9 other members was Zhang Yixing. Looking over at the crowd of fans, all the supporters, and even when he couldn't show it, tears threatened to well up. All the fans who made their way to watch them perform. Those who took the time and not to mention pricey expense to come out and support his group and him. It touched his heart. The cheering, the chanting, the love. It was all in the air, filling the stadium and emanating such a feeling of euphoria, it had Lay on Cloud nine. The Exo Stans had stayed with Exo since 2012, offering so much support and love from the beginning. And now, Lay stood here, on stage, a promise written in the form of a song for the fans; Composed by himself, Chen and Chanyeol.
"I promise"